I always have problems with my weight.. of coz I do realized and I do know that I am slightly overweight… I do try to reduce my weight but the issues is always with the tempting foods around me that makes me indulge so much… and I had bad experience about weight issues with guys… my ex ex bf dumped me because he said that I wasn’t pretty and think enough for him… and so I resolved and go on a diet, I successed and got myself a new bf… and when I am in a relationship, there is food intake (as dating, the only things to do are dining, visiting malls and watching movie) and so, I gain weight… so my ex bf suddenly decided that his friends said that I am fat, and so asked me to go on diet.. which hurts me damn a lot.. aren’t you supposed to love someone, irregardless the outer beauty as it’s the inner beauty that captivate you at first?? (okay, I do not say that it doesn’t matter if I were to become like super fat, but I still think presentable enough..) and so then it became one of the reasons I broke up with my ex..
and now, current… I always thought my current bf was the best in the world.. he is kind, caring, cares a lot for me…
so when my best friend, lyn asked me, “didn’t ce ever ask you to go on diet, judging that you have gained weight since the first time you have known each other?” and so I proudly answered that, “oh ce does not care about these things much, but of coz I am trying to lose weight for my own benefit, increase my market value..” and so I tot the weight issue is only about my vanity, not the request of my bf… then lyn answered, “wow, it’s so nice, my bf told me he doesn’t need a meaty gf..” and so I felt so good about my bf…
but yesterday, he really broke my heart.. in the middle of our conversation, he said, “You (We) have to go on diet..” (oh, you might wonder why I put (we), that’s because later on he denied that statement by saying he meant both of us, and it’s only for health purpose, not vanity… but I could SWEAR that at the time, he has directed me to lose weight..) At that precise moment, my heart was bleeding… and I tot, I tot ce was different.. the old wounds all came out and I was speechless… yes, I am aware that I am overweight, but that doesn’t mean that I like being told right on the face, especially by someone I tot who doesn’t matter bout my weight…
That proves, all men/guys are the same… bloody ba*tards
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Win, We suffer from the same fate! But dont think of him as a bloody bastard lar coz tat also makes YF a bloody bastard ma... hahahha:D Dont take it much to heart - As we always say, males are visual animals. Tat makes them brainless many of the moments.
Let's go on diet together! Then, we ditch them for CEOs & CFOs & tell them that THEY are not rich enough for our shopaolic moments which means that we might end up depressed being together with them & that interprets that we will be mentally imbalanced = UNHEALTHY!!!
hahahah i also agree so... wait, wait until i thin that time i will ditch him... hahaha
Btw, does ChinEe reads ur blog? I dont him to put poison into my food when we are eating together. Hahahhaha.
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